Injury as Teacher

Not surprisingly, physical injury or illness is listed in Patañjali’s Yoga Sutras as one of the 9 antarayas (obstacles) on the yogic path. The word antaraya means a gap or interruption, signifying something that has the potential to interrupt you on your path. That is not the same as a dead-end however. It indicates a situation that will likely arise over the course of your life, one which can and should be addressed.

I’ve heard so many people say they have stopped practicing yoga or doing other things they enjoy because of an injury, or because “my doctor says…” and I want to address that here. As a yoga teacher and yoga therapist, I want to cry when I hear this! Yes, an injury can absolutely take us out for a period of time, where rest and total cessation of activity is necessary. If the injury is severe enough it may change the way we move forward permanently. Yes, you should go see a doctor and get their opinion. However, yoga can also offer a way to heal and move forward. It develops your inner agency so that YOU start to take responsibility for your health, for what is and isn’t good for you.

In it’s true form yoga is a practice that unites body, mind and spirit. Asana is not mindless exercise, it is rather a practice which awakens the body’s intelligence. And injury is, oddly enough, a wonderful teacher in mindfulness. How?

Rather than avoiding the injury, you can use it as an entry point for your practice, allowing that to be your object of meditation as you investigate what is and isn’t possible, what is helpful and what is harmful. You might say - I don’t know enough to know how to proceed. Yet even the beginner student has a lifetime experience of embodiment. If you start listening, you’ll discover you know more than you thought.

For example - you manage to twist your ankle pretty badly, making walking and ankle movement painful. We all know that sprains take weeks if not months to heal. So logic dictates that weight bearing standing poses are not going to be your friends for a while. But anything that elevates your legs will be helpful - immediately after injury and for the duration. (think of RICE rest, ice, compression, elevation) Beyond that, you can use your knowledge - however limited - of seated poses, reclined poses and inversions to continue to practice. Curiousity and creativity will be your allies. What about doing standing poses lying on the floor? And of course, one of the poses you can always practice is śvasana - where you lie still and actively stay present to your whole self.

Injury necessitates that you to listen closely as you move, to observe what helps and what hurts. It can encourage you to get curious about what’s happening in your body and what you can do about it. On a physical level - you can ask yourself, what direction did your foot go when you sprained it? What happens if you support the other side of your foot/ankle to compress the side that got over extended? On a psychological/emotional level, what might your injury have to tell you about how your are moving through your life? If you think of how an injury has limited you, and where that takes you - it may offer a clue.

In the beginning there may only be a few poses that are accessible to you. But over time, this will expand if you stay open and continue to explore the possibilities. And by all means, you can ask for help along the way! Letting your teacher know what’s going on and asking for alternative poses will support your growing knowledge base.

The gift here is that you begin to take ownership of your body and your yoga practice in a new way. This builds inner confidence and resilience.

The development of western medical practices in the past century has done a lot to shift power away from the person, and given it to the all-knowing doctor. Most of us are conditioned to believe that we need an outer authority to tell us what to do. I believe that it is time to shift that paradigm. Yoga reminds us of the inner authority that exists in each of us, and that is always available to guide us through our lives in injury and health. We only have to stop and listen.

Birth of a Studio

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Iyengar Yoga Kauai was born one rainy day in Lawai, while Ellen & I were practicing. We talked about opening a studio, "someday" when I returned home from my sojourn in California (2011-2016). At the point of our discussion, I was still fully committed to being in CA for some time. However, we discussed our devotion to the practice and understanding of Iyengar Yoga, and what a benefit it could be to our community here on Kauai. I expressed my belief that teachers from elsewhere would also benefit from coming, teaching in the studio, and experiencing the mana of our island.

We discussed the studio idea pretty specifically, even up to deciding Koloa was the ideal location. Later that same day, while surfing, I asked a buddy about commercial real estate in Koloa. Although it wasn't commercial, he told me about a house in foreclosure. I got out of the water, and went to see the house - which had at one point housed a coffee place I really liked. The house was almost hidden by overgrown bushes. 4 ft high grass filled the courtyard, the windows were boarded up and doors stood ajar. The house appeared to be abandoned, so I wandered hesitantly through the open courtyard, around the perimeter, toward the back side of the house. When I saw the 600 sq. ft. lanai, I got chicken skin (goosebumps). Here was our future studio.

In that moment, the vision manifested itself - I knew the house would become mine, and that we would open our studio there. It took another long year to purchase the house, and another 2 and a half years to remodel it, but the studio birthed itself the day Ellen and I imagined it. The process has taught me to trust the process - even when the goal seemed impossible, or out of reach.

Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness. Concerning all acts of initiative and creation, there is one elementary truth, the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then providence moves too.

All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one’s favour all manner of unforeseen incidents, meetings and material assistance which no man could have dreamed would have come his way.

Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. Begin it now.
— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe